i am fine. i am fine. i am fine. i truly AM fine, im not just telling myself that, its just really sucky to not hear from someone that your daily life pretty much depends on. i miss him terribly, horribly, awfully; yeah that deserves a period. period. i have issues making up stories in my head, seeing as how i will one day be a published author, and the stories here range from bad to worse. i just need to hear from him, i am crying my little eyes out to the point where you have to tears and you are just making the crying noises... so either i get email or something from the boy or 11.6 people have to tell me how everything is fine and great and all that jazz.
so i got up for work this morning and did NOT want to go. not just because people dont want to work but because i felt like i had learned next to nothing in the last few days of training and "final destination-like" tragedy was destined to happen because if me. so i went to work and met one of the leads on my ride, and he was a pretty cool kid, so i felt better. then i started "training" with this BA kevin. go kevin, you rock! so i felt better. then i saw EK, so then i felt AMAZING!!!!! then i went to kiddie rides and was nervous for like 30 minutes and as my day progressed i just felt better and better, so thank you everyone that i worked with and saw today for making me wanna come back tomorrow! i cant wait!
i am covered in bruises and my whole body hurts, i have never worked outside, or lifted so many kids and it is taking its toll. i need a massage. (awww i miss kody.) then a little praying mantis decided to be my buddy for the day. i am not a bug person and i think that every insect has the potential to kill someone, especially a child so when this little guy perched his green behind on my fence, i had to take action so that he did not kill a child. i CALMLY and kindly took a notebook and attempted to get him from the fence to a tree, HOWEVER these things fly! go figure, right? so seeing as i wear a rather bright shade of greenish yellow, he flew and landed on my very welcoming chest, as i tried to shoo him away CALMLY he landed on my back, then shoulder, then crawled just out of my CALM reach. but we both made it out alive. all is well.
gotta get sebastian in school, they are apparently terrible at following through on anything.
gotta balance my checkbook, now that there is real money in there.
gotta catch 'em all.
gotta get my boys and my nephew together ASAP, and see my family for that matter!
gotta let you know.
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