Everybody's working for the weekend.

it's true, everyone, who's anyone, is working for the weekend!

i'm having a huge issue with the boy being gone. i was fine, grouchy but fine, then i dropped his butt off at the airport. parking at the curb and saying goodbye SWEET; pulling away from the curb and leaving him to get on the plane MELTDOWN. talking to him on the phone an hour later just to make sure they didnt arrest him in security SWEET; remembering too late to call again before he boarded MELTDOWN. tracking the plane, and doing globe experiments with miss SWEET; waiting up til 2am when his plane would land (315pm there) and realizing dude not calling MELTDOWN. being totally proud of everything he accomplished and everything he worked so hard to do to actually get him to China and knowing that this is gonna be like a chill experience in his life and its so good for him and im so lucky to have him and that he IS coming home (thanks everyone for reminding me... all the time) fucking SWEET; random things that remind me of him and pictures of him and his vm i had saved on my phone and the video of the duck joke and not having that other half of me that knows and understands everything about me at every moment... yeah i cry then.

now that i got that out, today was christian's birthday, i cannot believe he is 2 years old. my kids are getting older and im getting younger its soooo weird. i just got my first job in like 2 1/2 years last week, so this will be my first weekend working, wish me luck! i dropped my intro to teaching class at CLC already after the first day i knew me and her were not gonna make it 16 weeks, so i saved my money! cheap window paint from hobby lobby ate my car so i have the permanent Blinkmobile. watching Project Runway and wishing they played Top Chef every night. i do believe i am going to go to bed so i can get up for work in the AM. so yeah keep up with my rad blog, peace.